my soul

God!

I have lived hard days in my life, you know it, i have suffered since many years, my soul is soul cold of sadness, i am just remembering how good is to be happy, i wonder myself if it will endure until my end, why the things are so hard to me, ooh life you why you hit me this way, you doesn't have pity of me, i loved you so much, i remember when we walk together, we were so happy i don't know what i made to receive it from you😟

let's walk together! let's celebrate you again! don't be so bad with me! let's see the horizon again and walk together beyond of it

i think it is in time of stop with it, i don't support it , i don't like to live this way its hard to me see the passing and i live this way, i can't see exit i tried all the ways

nor my dreams are dreams, they are just a way yes they are just a way, i am living a poor life, i lived until 13 years old, just it! the pleasure finished in these days, i am just beeing true with you life, i am just being true with myself, i don't have to lie to myself, i made it for many times, i saw the life yes i see you passing like a train, no one can help me, no one can understand me!

i think these words are enough maybe they are thinking that i am the dumb that live one lived one life sadness maybe they don't have the cure to my sad.

my heart is beating toward the happiness, but she is so rude with me.

good days for you that one day "maybe" will read this words of a young that live this sadness and...




Blue Sunday, 16/04/2017, Mari-pb, in a black hammock, 00:32.